繁忙才悲哀

I have a difficulty linking energy with my mind. Fatigue is starting to build up in me, even though it's only noon. I ought to be revising for literature and social studies (at least!) and even more, like my amaths homework from tuition and the sciences. Not forgetting geography, which I haven't touched. 

Oh well, just to keep track on how I've been "advancing" in preparations, for the exams. On a lighter note, all these crap will be over after the 8th Oct. 

Time, fly. Time, FLY! 

Miniatures

Shotos(Saturday Shots in short, my version) shall be my new campaign, to make it a norm for me to post photographs on Saturdays. So here are some. (I know I was supposedly on hiatus, and I am supposed to be studying. Oh well, throw the supposes away because I can't keep to rules, even my own.) 

Brb, 8th Oct

Hiatus

Out of the Box

Today had a strange kick off. 

My eyes were half opened at 6.30am, packing my bag for the day. I heard my phone vibrating vigorously and went to pick it. Gladys phoned me and she requested for a ride to school because there were no cabs outside the side/back gate of the estate. So I sent her to school. I was almost late for school today because I refused to wake up and spent a few precious minutes contemplating if I should go to school. (My back hurt after waking up from a horrible nightmare and yeah, Monday Blues) 

So I rushed to school. After my dad alighted me at the foyer (with Gladys of course), I ran to the mini forum in the shortest time and EXCOs were really mean! They were anticipating my absence today at school so Cynthia will freak out because she is my reserve for pledge duty. (Kana you meanpok) 

Lessons were fine. As usual, Chemistry is Greek, Amath fried my brain cells and Literature was hilarious. I almost fell asleep during Emath. 

Not good. 

青山黛瑪

曲/編: 陳奐仁for the invisible men/何秉舜@goomusic
詞：黃偉文
監：陳奐仁for the invisible men/何秉舜@goomusic/hocc@goomusic

你是有病的 所以被寵~愛
留住半邊青山 因你在
你讓世上幾多哲學家 自信不~再
捉摸不到你大概

人類意難平的 一切問題 你都一笑避開
世間太傻 而你是天~才
旁人話你悲~哀 不過在你眼中 清醒才悲哀
繁忙才悲哀
常人難道比瘋子更可~愛

如何能像你安居這套房
尋回被拒於知識之外那點光
旁人全部也一本通書 向前看
怎麼不敢倒放
你是絕美的 不過未釋~放
囚在最荒的島 不靠~岸
博士及智者 給發明品 自我安~葬
簡單的你卻在看

人類以為強於 拯救地球 卻總摸錯地方
良善的光 在彼方 唯有你 才能開荒


好想學你 安居這套房
逃離大氣氛想得複雜那不安
旁人全部也一本通書 向前看
青山之花不再怒放

如何能像你安居這套房
尋回被拒於知識之外那點光
旁人全部也一本通書 向前看
青山之花不再怒放
青山之花想再……

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這首歌無論係曲或者詞都寫得非常精細。我覺得就如反應出我0地現實生活中﹐快樂
已經變得很罕有。反而﹐懂得不顧慮身邊D人對佢0地0既睇法人0既﹐雖然唔可以係
呢個社會得到他人0既同感﹐無法係呢個世界得到常人追求0既錢﹐地位等等﹐但至
少佢0地擁有最簡單﹐最完美0既﹐笑容。

我們太在意我0地0既環境啦。如果可以“一笑避開”﹐“逃離大氣氛想得複雜那不
安”﹐反而才是勇者。

矛盾0既“避開”與“逃離”係我們最需要學識0既。

Racing with time

Nothing's bothering much besides time. Basically exams' a stone's throw away and I am not exactly prepared for any paper. Especially chemistry. I realised how weak my concepts are for chemistry. For geography and biology, I lack the little details. I have problems comprehending literature texts. I need to learn how to write my Essay Questions for Social Studies appropriately and learn how to infer from sources like cartoons. Chinese, just when I thought it was my best subject, my grades are going down the drain. English, oh English, oh how I wish I could express myself clearly when writing. Math, oh how can I forget, the Amath and the Emath, they cause my brain cells fried and the extent of the pain is definitely not negligible. Physics is fine for now, as long the teachers do not put anything from the first semester into the final year paper. 

Tomorrow's the English paper and there's nothing much I can do about it. My CA grades for English is horrendous too thus, there's no way I can count on it. 

I need help, but I guess no one can lend me a helping hand. Only I can help myself now. 

Dieting

Serious this time.